reality!
I can’t believe I move soon!
Now that I’m back from vacation, I must be more focused and determined in all areas of my life. First and foremost, I want to be an accomplished young professional. I don’t want to settle and I don’t want to get comfortable. I want to be the best. I know I’ve done a good job, but I know I can do better. I need to tighten up my work ethic and give it my all.
Secondly, I need get my expenses in order. I can’t keep spending my money like it’s nothing. Most of my money is spent on food, so I know a lot of those expenses will be cut once I move. I can’t afford to eat like a queen everyday.
After that, I need to focus on myself. I want to be at my target weight by the end of the year and I’m not going to get there if I keep eating and not working out!
Anyway, this much needed vacation that helped me clear my head. :] I can’t wait for more travels!
random sidenote: I’m not sure how I feel about cruises. It was a great vacation, but I just didn’t feel right going to the Bahamas and not learning about the culture or the social issues they are facing. Maybe that’s the active citizen in me but now I know.
Thats all I want. Just a man to surprise me and sweep me off my feet. Take me out to dinner, say cute things, go on adventures, be lazy and cuddle, explore other cultures, BE MONOGAMOUS, and just enjoy my company.
But nope. Prob won’t happen in my world.
I need someone to come organize my life. I’m not sure what happened but when I moved home I lost all control of how to be clean. I throw my clothes EVERYWHERE, I vacuum like once a month, rarely clean my bathroom, and I’ve only done my laundry once this year. Technically I did multiple loads of laundry but it was all in the same day. Well, I’ve done another load of underwear and pants so maybe my first statement wasn’t completely true. Nonetheless, I’ve let go of all organization and cleaning skills I once had. Before I make the move, I MUST do all my laundry and obviously pack all the things I want to take up with me. Since the closet is non-existent, I will need to come up with another solution on how to hang my clothes.
I’m not really sure how to wrap this post up because it was really random but I guess I either need to get my life together or hire a maid.
The end.
<3 Alexis
